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Confusion

Life swirls around me like a thick fog, envelopes me so thoroughly that I cannot see the way forward. What dreams are there when hope has long been extinguished? What is a guy to do, when home is no longer home? I have come a full circle indeed. Leaving behind nothing, and heading back to nothing. Sigh. To face the awkward questions that echoes in my head for days. To be forced to wear the mask of stoicism at all times. To never shed a tear when the pain gets real bad. To never taste the simple joys of life that others so often take for granted. So why? Why?